CRAP!!!!just received news that my junior, Marcus,
has sprained his leg while playing soccer with
his ex classmates..damn it! told him not to play
too rough but he just dint listen..see what happened..
when he messaged me that his was had sprained his leg,
i really wanted to ring him up and scold him..
you guys may ask why..he is my junior and he trained hard..
Nationals are just around the corner, in early April and
he has to sprain his leg now???
how is he going to train up
for Nationals now that his leg is sprained??
what if he can't recover in time for Nationals??
at that time, i felt angry and scared at the same time..
why angry?for not listening to my advice as a senior
and as a friend..
why scared?i did not want him to fail in this year's
Nationals and be so depressed that he would not
come for training anymore..what would happen of him??
from a primary school shot put CHAMPION to a
LOSER who can't pick himself up from the ashes?
from a hero to a zero???
these are the reasons i felt so scared about..
but why did i stop myself from scolding him??
why??!
cause i did not want him to feel any worse then
he is feeling right now..so i guess i started to comfort
him as i knew he would have started to regret his actions..
this happened to me once too..when i played soccer and
injured me my knee cap..could not train for
about 2WEEKS..maybe i just wanted to scold
him as i did not want history to repeat itself..
maybe i was just angry with myself for not listening
to my seniors and i just wanted to vent my anger?!
no matter what, i hope he learns from his mistakes
like how i learned from mine and be more
careful the next time..